i wonder why i have such thoughts .
we just have our different way of surviving .
accept it, period .
i know life would suck if you weren't there .
but have you thought about how ...
stressful .
tiring .
scared .
upset .
irritated .
we will be ?
loving is not an act, its heartfelt .
so just heck controlling .
stop screaming .
stop sarcastism .
stop questioning .
stop ranting .
stop forcing .
stop favouritism ?
just stop .
start talking things out nicely, like you used to .
start being how we should be .
start understanding .
start knowing why i dislike something .
start guiding me .
favouritism ? - i'm not too sure at times .
if you know how the past 3 days have been like .
you will understand my post .
perhaps, you also have as much unhappiness with me .
but, i'm your daughter . you are my mum .
UNDENIABLE FACT .
you always say:
1) i'm so alike to dad
2) go find your bao bei dadee
have you wondered why i do all that ?
- cos he's different .
ALTHOUGH .
nowadays, he also goes menopause-like .
goes mad from time to time .
dramatic from time to time .
but, he's always there .
THE ANGEL SIDE OF THEM ?
TONS OF MEMORIES OF THEM, but as we grow older ...
they sort of ..... disappear ?
are they time travelling ?
(WELL, do stop by more often.)
MUM ?
the most angel side of her is .....
cooking plain maggie noodles early in the morning .
waking us up .
feeding me spoonful by spoonful .
* you can never understand or imagine how nice it is .
know why ? cos she's my mum, and not yours .
DAD ?
LOLOLOL ! always look on the bright side of life ~! tudu .
HEHS . always coming to my rescue ?
sick, hungry, tired, in trouble, low on cash.
LOL .
when i'm sick, he goes bonkers and does his best .
when i'm hungry, he gets angry, cook and buys me good food .
when i'm in trouble ?
diverts my mum's attention .
claims that its his wrongdoing .
OMGOMG . when i nearly left house during secondary two, after a huge quarrel with mum over the phone ....
he called and went bonkers .
dad: where are you ?!
me: somewhere in sengkang ...
dad: i go pick you up . stay where you are .
me: NOOOOOOOO . if i go home, mum will kill me .
dad: NOOOOOOOOOO ! i won't let her .
me: i don't want . i want go granny house .
dad: i go granny house pick you up .
me: *crys* *wails*
dad: hais . ARGHHHHHH !
me: ok . i will go home now .
when i'm low in cash, he pumps me up with VITAMIN C . a.k.a CASH .
jealous ? please be .
CONCLUSION ?
i love my mum, but not her.
(*the mad side of her ?)
i love my dad, but not he.
(*the menopause-like him?)
------> if you think the post is crappy, lame, untrue or whatever .
cos you think i'm always so siao .
then please just stop living in your la la land la .
or stop acting like you are an angel that have no complains about your parents .
you are not evil by thinking that way .
we are humans .
with a brain, a heart and emotions of our own .
no matter how much we complain .
how much unhappiness are caused from conflicts .
we still love them .
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